So sleepy and tired ...

Supposed to be on the bed now but I couldn't ...
The weather tonight does not help too ...
Had a dose of JC, Lee Hom and Mayday songs dy ...
Just two more weeks ...

Stress

I feel stressed lately ...
So much to do in so little time ...
And, some of the people who supposed to help didn't really do much to improve the situation ...
And, when this happened, I feel so de-motivated, frustrated, haihhh ....

This time, I have this feeling ...
I'm not sure whether I can go through another deadlines ...
The head, the heart feel so heavy ...
If given a choice, I would just throw everything and left ...
I guess, my other colleagues also feel the same ...

Again, the lyrics keep on flashing in my head ...

丢掉大脑再丢烦恼
只想越跳越疯越跳越高把地球甩掉
一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒

I'm so not looking forward to morning. I just hope the time now will freeze ...

Au Revoir Grandma

After 89 years of living, grandma passed away after battling with the pain she had on her stomach. Cancerous pankreas. I don't remember what the scientific term already. Like my Uncle Yew told me, it's the nature of life, people die, people live. There is always a new life somewhere. It will be a new journey for grandma.

This time it didn't shock us too much, like 5 years ago when my another grandma passed away. Just that, we didn't expect it to be that fast. But, somehow, this year we had been going back to see her quite often as compared to years before. I hope mom will not have any regrets. It hurts to see her cry so much. Don't know how to comfort her so, dad, brother and myself ended trying to make some jokes and let her laugh.

One of the funny incident was dad stucked between the bed and the floor when he fell off the bed... So, in a way, it's a blessing that my dad's size was big enough to prevent him to totally fall on the floor ... Hhmm, i think we need to get him a BABY bed!

This few days actually reminded myself that family are very important in our life. They will always come first in whatever circumstances.

While keeping grandma's belonging, we actually found an antique under her bed. The grandfather clock is actually made in 'Occupied Japan' ... Something that you couldn't find nowadays. Amazingly, the clock still works ...

Grandma, thank you for bringing Mom to this world. Au Revoir and RIP ...

Bad night ...

I'm surrounded by those negative chi ...

While on my way home, a taxi just hit a car after the 50cents toll ... Luckily, i didn't follow the taxi so closely. But, what was the taxi driver thinking. The car already showed the signal lights to give way and from the way the car trying to drive to the side, it's like the car is breaking down. The front taxi is all 'kemek', hopefully the driver is ok ... But, the crashing sound is really loud.

And, lastly the sad news but, that's life ... I just hope that mom will be alright ...

Hopefully a better tomorrow ...

Good time

Yesterday was Jo N's wedding dinner. And, it's also like a reunion dinner for us. Although most of us will meet up quite often, there are some who will appear on auspicious occasion like this. Few years ago, when most of us do not have commitments, mamak will be a date every friday nite ...

It was fun, the laughter, the silliness, the shout, hehehhe ... Not the liquor though :P
Something to lighten up despite the stress on problems tat we are facing everyday at work or life everyday ... I wonder what is sy's parents thinking le ??? Waaahhhh, all this little girls and boys now grew up so much !!!! hahahaha ...

破鸡蛋

Finally, there is someone who is able to break the barrier ...
For the first time in 6 years, i scolded a colleague ...
After weeks of endurance, the wall just crumbled down ...
Since the person is the first, maybe should give something for breaking the record ...
Haih, the feeling is not good at all ...
Hopefully, i will have better patience in the future ...